I cant waste my light for wretched ecstasy, there’s no time for me, I’m not infinite and I have responsibilities.
I’m not used to looking in reverted mirrors, this hypocrisy is not my destiny
it’s not my fortitude
poison apple, suffocating my thoughts away from me, it’s not my fortitude. I’m not used to this blasphemy burning my dreams
what horrors lie behind you
terrified over what may find me, terrified over what may surprise me, terrified over what may surpass me,
say no to me,
dissolve away
this is not my fortitude